im wake up....
i just see your face, hugging the pillloww so tight.
like you hug me last nite honey..
when you delirious and said "i need 1 more night, please dont go"
im feelin so worry bout ur delirious.. is true? or just ur dreamin until you said like this
i dont know...this big question for me
the time is runnin...i gett shock.. you suprising me with your hug from my back. n you said
"baby please dont go"
im quiet... and ask him
"why? this my choice want to go or not. this is my life.." just used bad face n feell so hopeles.
"i know im wrong, i know im bad... and make you get big cryin like last night..im very-very sorry"
sudennly... i get cryin again.. though just 1 tears fell on my tight..i couldnt resist what im feel now n i just cryin n cryin...
i just need clarification..not spoiled habit to me to get the delicious short pleasure..
"do you want be my wife?" he ask like kid need 1 big lolipop candy
"what! this is just dreamin?! HELLOW! dont kidding me" i said loudly like angry
" why? i must lie? i ask serious and this is my truly permission to you? thats so long time i want to ask this , but we allways get argument.. but the argument isnt important" he told me
im go! i was out from his hug
the few hour ago.. im thinkin.. i shudnt be selfish one..
"hunney.."
"what...?!"
"im soory..."
"why you tell soory to me? though u ever really hate me right?!"
" not! i know the answer..."
"what the answer..???"
"i can be your wife...im relise im to selfish with you n neva want to hear your explanation..im..."
im shcoked with his hug againn n he saidd...
"Im wrong, n im a bad guy n allways make you get angry to me. i love you...sooryy :'( baby.. please dont go.. still with me! hug me, and you cant let go"
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