Rain down on me, and happy ever after

Look to the sky still in the nice gloomy shine
But sudden, i heard the roar from clouds.
and im still walkin on trotoar behind the street while still look up always, and always, cause the sun still shone around me and my self.

but from the east i look black clouds come and run to the west, and its mean it will be rain.
and i think, sun have same feel like me. the sun feel sad cause cant shone the world coz rain.
im fell so guilty. i hate rain, i hate rain when my heart feel like a shit.

and ... whollaaa!!! rain actually fell to me..
while i ran to the shade.. sudden the bad memorries apear on my mind.
my heart said "fuck! why always happen to me? why im still thinkin him. even though, its to hurt to remember that"

its about JOJO (Jhonatan) .
to many promise, to many talk, to many plane, to many anything, i thing its a fuckin bulshit.
and hes doesnt realize, about 2 years we build this relation whit love, with calm, whit pleasure, and we faith.
but what? i see his broke anything we build it.

1 or 2 mistakes. ok, i forgive him. and more and more i give him the meaning of FREEDOM .
his more broke my love to much.. and the love more get chrush, and chrush.
until so many sluts come to got him. and not because want to got him. its about
ive relation with NICE PLAYER.*mean playboy*

Im always tried to be best for you

First i know you, meet you, find you like this
Until know im ur soul
Its feel like im in paradise
It cause I trully love you
Day by day we introduce our self
I dont know when we get conversation bout introduce our self. Maybe im more talk to much than you?
I said that coz I dont want be a poker face one, kind infront you,and be fucker on ur back
I dont need that..
First 1 month we run the relation
Ure show me how jealous are you..
Though ure explain negative think isnt right like fact I know.
But more n more just sometime u show me like this
Until I meet new friend n I got.transaction bout make u jealous.
U dont know me well bout this
You always get anger and anger.
If im a anotha girl dont want understand ure big ego, maybe I make u more than bad like what u think to me
I just want make u relise,dont force someone to run ur wish. If u hv a logic.. I eva force you? Wish you anythin?!`
NEVA!
I hope u relise
From ur lovin :')

Kondisi

Kondisi.. Adalah sebuah rima yang terkadang bisa buruk bahkan baik,bahkan kondisi itu bisa bagaikan timbangan sebuah kebingungan yg di akibatkan oleh sebuah kondisi.
Kondisipunlah yang membuat apapun terjadi,
Tatkala manusia telah membuat sebuah rencana besar hingga meramalkan, apakah yang mereka ramalkan sesuai dengan kondisi yang di harapkan.
Itu masih menjadi misteri dan sebuah pertanyaan yang membuatnya makin bertanya-tanya
Itulah yang disebut kondisi
Sebuah hal yang seharusnya konkret dalam tetap kenyataan, kondisi adalah sebuah pernyataan yang abstrak.